Monday, July 21, 2008

Let’s wish all of us Good night !

Am I happy with myself? Am I proud of myself??

I took 3 sec to ask this question to me ....and I am going to take all the life to get the Answer and come up with an answer" I might have" at the end of it.
Wouldn’t that be the most stress free day when I am satisfied? I will feel myself the lightest human being on the earth.....


Dose it happen with everybody.....or I am the only one in this side.........I guess it’s everybody's pain....
You want to do something in life .........and for some XYZ reasons you are not doing it........you can give reasons to others but is it easy to sleep with yourself with no body around and guilt feelings all over?

I can’t sleep!

it’s scary, when I laugh at me ...me can’t take it ...and I need the reactions...I ask questions, me tries to escape ....I keep asking ...me keeps struggling ...... nobody is around and its science ....and these two are getting in to this war.....

I can’t sleep!

Finally machine of my Brain gets stuck ...its doesn’t move ahead ...and it stops......then I close my eyes but no satisfied ....I am tired......I woke up in the morning, I am tired, I work whole day ...I am tired ......I am scared to get in to bed.....I am tired of this "I" vs. "ME" fight......

I Can’t sleep!

There is so much negativity in mind......does it come free with birth, or we develop it ....no it doesn’t come free , everything seems to be so pure and clear in childhood ….now the same beauty has become bad world, out waiting to ruin our life …..

it’s not philosophy but you will experience it one day that you are one of the biggest reasons to make things not happening for you........

I want to break all the
obstacles and get straight in the root of my expectations........I want to fulfill them .....I want to answer me , and don’t want I and ME fighting, I want them to be one and concentrate on the goals of my life ......

I respect people who have understood reasons of their lives .......I like people who are working towards it .........I love people who are fighting and achieving their goals ........I feel sorry about people who haven’t understood the importance of their life and wasting it in spending days the way life offering them ........

One day I want to sleep satisfied and feel myself as the lightest human being on the earth!

Let’s wish all of us the most satisfied sleep every night!

A real Good night !

3 comments:

Enduring the Babbles of Life said...
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Enduring the Babbles of Life said...

inner turmoil keeps us alive and wanting and improving continuosly...probably this is the 'right' response to your thoughts. but truly speaking i don't think a 'satisfied' night's sleep links only to the fulfillment of wishes. but rather comes with every single step that you take towards the fulfillment of that desire...that i guess is living life 'honestly';) not for anyone else but for urself and that shud give some peace ;)

take care,
durba

Raksha said...

Well,i think that happinesss and satisfaction comes from within and it can never entirely be controlled by fullfilment of a dream because you may set a new dream/wish for yourself every other day. Moreover, your happiness should not be dependent on such things, though these are also imp aspects...but let them not control you.....
Rather, you may find happiness in a baby's smile, a blooming flower, chirping of birds, seeing your closed ones happy, helping others,elder's blessings.
This,in true sense would bring happiness & satisfaction to you