Its winter,
The night is really very cold today; it’s my small house in a town. We all are on terrace after dinner, I am lying on mamma’s lap, Its very cold tonight, I am shivering …every body is sleeping and have covered themselves with heavy blankets.
Mamma and me are talking, don’t know what, but she is showing all interest in it. I think we are discussing stars, I can see open sky up above, bright moon, and mamma’s face in between. :)
Mamma is looking tried now, and she wants me also to sleep, she singing a lullaby, she has prepared it for me. And it’s making me quiet, Wind is passing slowly; I am feeling so relax, my eyes are getting closed, she has lower down her voice, and I am falling asleep, now she has come beside me, I am sleeping in mamma’s warmest hug so relax and with her voice in ears and my eyes are closed softly with no worries.
She just kissed my forehead and said “good night my son”
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It’s Dark,
I have just opened my eyes, nobody is around. Oh…. I was sleeping on my beanbag, I had a bad day at office, Couldn’t go to garage for my car, came home late... as usual! I didn’t have dinner, slept without changing office clothes; I am feeling so tired and uneasy.
For a moment I went 20 years back, I could feel my mamma around. Nothing seems to be good. I am missing her.
I will surely hug her and will keep my head on her lap whenever possible. I wish her hand on my head, her voice in my ears and feel the warmth in my body, while closing my eyes softly with no worries.
